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Tuesday, 12 March 2013

Loving Vincent's diary - 8th week // the Story [part 1/7]




BreakThru's producer Hugh Welchman (Oscar Winner for producing BreakThru's Peter and the Wolf) and painter/director Dorota Kobiela (director of BreakThru's Little Postman and Chopin's Drawings) are co-writing BreakThru's latest film, Loving Vincent, the world's first feature length painting animation film. The film is a mystery thriller looking into the life and death of Vincent Van Gogh, and is told through bringing over 120 of Vincent's masterpieces to animated life...

The script is on its fourth, and final, draft, and wth production scheduled for spring 2013, the pressure is mounting. This weekly diary will candidly record their process of writing the elusive final draft.

Loving Vincent's diary - 8th week // the Story [part 1/7]



The demands of writing a script on Vincent… are tough. We want it to look a certain way. We take as our mantra his words in one of his last letters: "We cannot speak other than by our paintings". So we show only what we see in his paintings. With that restriction we have many paths we can still follow. Vincent's struggle, the mystery of his death, the development of his art, or an alchemy of the aforementioned. You can't know Vincent if you don't know his early life, but also big chunks are missing. Tersteeg, his first boss, and somewhat the bain of Vincent's life, by his son's own admission burnt all of Vincents 300 or so letters to him. Letters around the crucial trip to Paris, which could be seen, however you believe he died, as the beginning of his final downward spiral.

So to help me I have written a short story in 7 parts, the story of Vincent as I see it, tell me what parts you identify with, what strikes a chord, it'll help…

It starts in a barn, and ends in a barn. Here's section one.

Section 1 - away in a manger

Our story starts in a small barn, a shed really, for animals, an outhouse in a poor village on a starry winter’s night in a desperately poor mining village of the Borinage in French speaking Belgium. A finely dressed young man, who would seem short in other circumstances, but among the hunched miners, stunted by generations of gruelling poverty, he addresses the habitants from a lofty height, accentuated by his fine apparel. They point him through the frosty rutted mud streets to a small barn on the edge of the village. They will go no further, the young man goes on alone. Apprehensively he opens the barn door. He recoils in shock…

What he sees is an emaciated man, naked but for a coarse coal sack fashioned as a nightshirt, with wild red beard, matted hair, who gives the visitor a grin, exposing a smile missing teeth, and who wears a look crazed by hunger. But two years ago this man, freezing naked in a hovel under the onslaught of a Walloon winter, was strutting around London in a fine top hat and tailored suit, not so different from those of the fine young visitor. In fact he had been, formerly, like his visitor, an assistant art dealer at the world renowned Goupil’s art dealership, where his uncle, his namesake as it happens, and not by accident, was a managing partner. Groomed from an early age to be his Uncle’s heir apparent how did this young bourgeois, find himself naked and starving, and living in an animal shelter in one of the most miserably poor places on the planet? The fine young man closes the door behind him, and outside the villagers listen as fierce shouting, in a foreign language,  emanates from the wooden shack.

This is a turning point, indeed, there is no lower that Vincent Van Gogh could have gone. Vincent, is the emaciated naked redhead, and the fine young man is Vincent’s younger brother, Theo Van Gogh, rising star at the very company that Vincent was thrown out of.

Theo looks down at the figure lying in the straw, at the figure that used to be the older brother he loved, adored and looked up to; a man so burning with the desire to do good in this world. Theo demands to know why Vincent is wasting his life. Vincent takes in Theo, who is seething with rage in his impeccably tailored clothes, that fit him in a way they never did on Vincent; Vincent never looked or felt right in those clothes, as if nature knew he was a fraud in them, clothes that showed to the world that however he brushed or cut his hair or starched his collar, he was a fraud.

“Theo There are wastrels and wastrels. There are wastrels who waste the golden hours because they are cowardly, idle and vicious, But there are others, idle in-spite of themselves, consumed by a passionate desire for action, who do nothing because they cannot do anything, because they have no tools to work with and because they are hemmed in by circumstances. People like this do not even know what they could do, they only feel instinctively: I am good for something; I have a right to live; I know I could be different from my present self; What purpose could i serve, how could I be of use, there is something serviceable within me, what is it?”

Theo’s pent up anger subsides: “Of course you can do something, what about art? Drawing? You like that, and you love art so much, and that you know everything about: why not make some art?”. Vincent scoffs at the notion. Him, an artist, huh, he isn’t even worthy to be a missionary’s assistant preacher in the back end of humanity: he failed even at that, how can he be worthy of something as sanctified as making art? Theo descends back into fury. “Stop wallowing in your own self pity, look around you! These miners you profess to love: they get up everyday and work all day underground, amidst lethal danger, to earn enough to stop their families starving! Get up and get working at something!” With that Theo gets out 50 francs. “Use this to buy some clothes, have a decent meal so you can start thinking straight again”. Vincent gets up and violently stuffs the money back in his brother’s pocket. Theo walks out in disgust, but a few steps outside he turns and goes back through the stable door, and leaves the money on the ground. “Buy some paper and pencils; at least try Vincent, in the name of the Rijswik mill, in the name of our pledge to each other, at least try!” And he is gone.

by Hugh Welchman


Monday, 4 February 2013

Loving Vincent's diary - 6th week



BreakThru's producer Hugh Welchman (Oscar Winner for producing BreakThru's Peter and the Wolf) and painter/director Dorota Kobiela (director of BreakThru's Little Postman and Chopin's Drawings) are co-writing BreakThru's latest film, Loving Vincent, the world's first feature length painting animation film. The film is a mystery thriller looking into the life and death of Vincent Van Gogh, and is told through bringing over 120 of Vincent's masterpieces to animated life...

The script is on its fourth, and final, draft, and wth production scheduled for spring 2013, the pressure is mounting. This weekly diary will candidly record their process of writing the elusive final draft.

Loving Vincent's diary - 6th week



So on Saturday I walked for 14 hours. I made a new years resolution to do a 100km run on 11th May. I have something of an extremists mindset, so I need something extreme to aim for. Having done 4 marathons I don’t see any point just running them faster, and I had vaguely said to myself that I would do a 100km run before I am 40. That is two years away, but I thought, ‘well why wait, why not do it now?’ So since the start of the year I have been running into work three times a week, which is 15km, thankfully it is along the beautiful snowy Baltic coastline of the Three Cities (Gdynia, Sopot and Gdansk), where I live and work. However each marathon has virtually sent me to A&E, so I know there is a big difference between 15km and a distance equivalent to two and a half marathons. So on Saturday I thought I would kill three birds with one stone: see how far I can actually walk in a day; walk to Hel and back; and listen to the read-through to our present draft of Loving Vincent.

I should explain that Hel is a real place, and ironically it is idyllic and every summer there are pretty much non-stop traffic jams of people wanting to get into Hel. Hel is a 35km peninsula, as narrow as 500m in places, that juts out into the Baltic to the north of the three cities. It is a continuous strip of sandy beaches, fringed with sand dunes, around a spine of coniferous forests, stunted by the blustering Baltic winds. Needless to say at this time of year it is deserted. At 07:20 Michal, our co-head of painting, dropped me off at Wladyslawowo, and I started up the un-interrupted 40km of beach that would lead me up to and past, and then back to, Hel. 




The landscape was eerily calm for a sandbar in the middle of a winter sea. Mist hemmed me in on all sides: the twisted dark green of the forest barely visible beyond the dunes; with the sea to my left, and beach in front of me, gradually petering off into a greyish white. There was no wind, and the gentle lapping of the waves was more akin to that of a large lake than a sea. Nothing stirred save a few ducks.

So I listened to our read thru of Loving Vincent as I walked in complete isolation. Vincent was a formidable walker; he walked everywhere, sometimes covering up to 20km in a day. There is an account of a 50km walk that he did between Kent and Berkshire, but it seems he slept a night on a church step, so probably he did the walk in two days.  He was proud of the km’s he trod, and heavily invested in the symbol of his worn out boots, that reflected his relentless toil and journeying for the cause of his art.

It struck me after listening to the read through that we don’t really make the popular case of his insanity, and we don’t make the case to defend him against the accusation of being insane. For us it is very clear that Vincent was not insane…

yes he committed himself to a mental asylum,
yes he is documented as to having fits and drinking paint and having hallucinations, and …
yes he did cut his ear off and give it, nicely wrapped up as a present the day before Christmas, to a prostitute…

but I don’t think this necessarily means he is mad.

Last week I had been forced to remember the end of production of Peter and the Wolf, and its immediate aftermath. I had a meeting with shareholders of the company that owns the project that meant going through some history that lay forgotten in the recesses of my mind.  The end of Peter and the Wolf was a nightmare; the film should have collapsed and never should have been finished. I went into a crazed state of mind, where all that seemed to matter in the world was Peter and the Wolf. Family, relationship, best friendships were all warped by and sucked up into my mania for that project. I charmed, bullied, bribed, screamed, despaired… By night, night after night, I took key people from the crew out to drink, made speeches, threw parties, slept rarely, and woke at dawn making new sales, argued a lot. All through this I lived in a communist bloc of flats in central Lodz, just above where the garbage trucks came every morning at 5am.

The film arrived at the Royal Albert Hall 1 hour before the start time, and if it hadn’t have arrived I would have had to refund 6,000 people their tickets, about $150,000, which of course I couldn’t so it would have spelt the certain end of my company, and maybe the end of my career as a producer.

Well I had to read through some of the emails flying about at that time, which stirred up memories of what went on, most of which I don’t particularly want to
local branch manager, received to feed a family of five. But as a spendthrift, and because he felt emasculated by being supported, his perceived financial stress was very great. In terms of sleep he would often be found by his mother when she came down for the day still working, having worked all through the night. And at the same time as working long days toiling over drawing the same exercises again and again, or working all day under the Mediterranean summer sun, he would read voraciously- all of Dickens, all of Shakespeare, all of Zola, etc. 

Vincent went from not being particularly good at drawing, really his natural aptitude was mediocre, and paled in comparison to the artists around him, to making himself a visionary of art, in the space of eight years…. Wow, that is some force of will, the focus that requires, for someone who probably has as little aptitude for drawing and painting as me, probably less than all the 30 painters we will work with on making this film, worked with such fierce focus that he made himself a genius. You are not even meant to be able to make yourself a genius! It is meant to be innate, like with Mozart or Leonardo Da Vinci… but he did it.

Is it any wonder that his mind cracked? Add to this the constant rejection of his work, ridicule even, at the hands of everyone around him. Add to that the pressure cooker of working under the Mediterranean sun, and then being cooped up by the Mistral in the yellow house alongside the highly competitive and mercurially monomaniacal Gauguin. Oh… and living off bread and coffee and cheap alcohol to save money for materials and prints. Most people would have cracked long before he actually did. If I can see madness in myself from the pressure-cooker of Peter and the Wolf, which was child’s play compared to what he put himself through, and then I think it is easy to explain his breakdown.

And the hallucinations? Well with a whirlwind of images and ideas swilling endlessly through his brain; intense thinking about symbolic meanings and colours and looking more keenly than any of us ever look, it seems logical that if he worked himself to the point of breakdown, that in this breakdown images would stream and burble through his worn-out brain. Very often artists are in a fragile state after performances- they throw fits, they party euphorically- well Vincent was performing masterpieces which now fetch the sunny side of $100m  twice-a-day every-day just before he cracked. I think anyone who ever put themselves through a regime of focus and work like that, without even the nutritional deprivations, without even the stroke inducing sun exposure, without even the absinth and cheap wine, would crack.
  



The story shouldn’t be about his madness, it should be sheer bewildering shock at the journey he went on, what he accomplished in 8 short years. But we do have to deal with the widely held perception that he was some tortured mad suffering artist. He is far from the archetypal suffering artist- he wasn’t poor… he wasn’t even an artist! He is exceptional and utterly unique- please someone tell me of a comparable story: of someone who goes from not lifting a pencil, a pen, or an instrument; to became one of the towering artists of all time? Is there anyone else who has done it?

By the time I finished thinking this I had reached Hel, and was only 4 hours into 15 hours of walking, and I was wondering what possessed me to think that I can run for 100km in a day in 3 months time. I am, at this present moment, about as well suited to long distance running as Vincent was to drawing and painting. I am 90 kilos and 1m 86cm, much bulkier than any ultra-runner I have ever met. For the rest of the 15 hours I resorted to listening to audio books, and when I could no longer concentrate on this – rage music from my teenage years: prodigy, new model army, that kind of thing, it turned out to be the most helpful music in distracting me from the pain of putting one foot in front of the other. It also distracted me from reading the sign: Military Zone, Keep Out! The guy in the gate-house was obviously engrossed in some activity on his computer or some TV show, as he missed the foreigner in bright blue rain gear hobbling past the gate! When I came up against a high barbed wire fence in the middle of a twilight forest I finally woke up to the fact that I was no longer where I should be. The pain in my legs magically disappeared as I walked increasingly frantically through the darkness, and repeatedly came up against high fences that weren’t marked on Google maps. I was starting to think I had been cursed by a Leszy or an Ognik or a Bled (Slavic forest demons that get travellers lost in the woods) as I experienced déjà vu with another barbed wire fence across a track. 


However I realised that this one was actually the first barbed wire fence I had come across, and from there I was able to retrace my steps to Hel. From Hel I walked the forest path south alongside the road, my mind a little affected from cold, fatigue and dehydration. The fact is if you put yourself through extreme things it affects your mind, and this is what happened to Vincent. Yes he experienced mental breakdown, but not because he was innately mad, or because he was some mad genius just instinctively able to see the world differently. He worked tirelessly at being able to see the world differently, and a side effect of this driven work, was breaking down.

Feeling fairly broken down myself I hobbled past a hotel that thankfully, unlike the rest of the peninsula, was open out of season, and called Michal. I had walked 55km in 14 hours… hmmmm three months to get myself where I can do twice that in the same amount of time. Not sure about that. Just have to wear out some of my own pairs of shoes over the next 3 months, and then, just maybe, I’ll be able to do it. My whole family is coming to support me for the race… think I will warn them to leave me in a room for a day after, and just push food and water
across the threshold, as I might need to regain my mind as well as my body after such a trial!

by Hugh Welchman